I could write about how poorly I have behaved over the last 3 months.
But I'd rather just talk about today.
Today - I want to start over.
Today - I want to be whole.
Today - I want to feel better.
Today - I want to be held accountable.
Today - I am desperate for friendships of substance.
Today - I need a mentor.
Today - I want to be pushed outside my comfort zone.
Today - I am annoyed and frustrated with my inability to eat responsibly.
Today - I ate 2 times as much as I should have.
Today - I will intend to go to the gym but instead I will cry on my bed and look at the disaster around me and feel overwhelmed and refuse help.
Today - I don't know what to do.
Today - I am honest and I admit I have a problem and I don't know how to deal with it.
This day. a day that i feel as if maybe is like groundhogs day for me. A smudge late but I'm praying.
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